I think
there is a real danger in, or an allure to, relive the “glory days.” Perhaps we
look back at our younger years with fondness and nostalgia. Maybe there are
some great memories from the years prior to knowing Christ. Those “great
memories” get better with age, and distance. Were they really wonderful events
to be recalled, or a sinful past to be repented of and forgotten?
People tell
us—“oh, I wish I had your testimony, I never got to experience any of that
stuff” or “I don’t have this amazing story of what God saved me from.” It
always frustrates me to be honest. How much more amazing to say “God saved me
from ever having to go through those painful experiences.” How I wish I didn’t
have the scars of all my sins to carry around in this life. Do not discount the
incredible testimony you have.
Don’t look
back. There can be no glorifying our sins. The wages of sin is death. There was
pain in those days. We forget the pain of childbirth, remembering only the joy
of holding that newborn. Don’t forget the “pain” of those sins. Do you REALLY
want to go back to a life without Christ? The worst day with Christ is
infinitely better than the best one without Him.
Do you
struggle with feeling like you “missed out”? Has God spared you from some of
the pain others of us had to experience? If so, take time to give Him thanks
for the excellent gift you have received.
I will end
with a few of the lyrics from a Sara Groves song, “Painting Pictures of Egypt”:
“The places I long for the most
Are the places where I’ve been
They are calling after me like a long lost friend”….
“I’ve been painting pictures of Egypt
Leaving out what it lacked
The future feels so hard
And I want to go back”
Amen! I had to learn this lesson when I was younger. I have "no" testimony to share. It was always one of my favorite parts of camp growing up when people would share their testimonies. I always felt that my life or salvation wasn't as exciting (though certainly appreciated) as theirs, but as time goes by, i appreciate what I have, especially in the face of occasional oppression - I find it easy to say "God has brought me through life so far so easy - I can certainly be brought through these trials and tribulations!"
ReplyDeletePraise God for His mercies! Thanks for reading and sharing!
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