Resting...Sort Of

 Hello! I thought it was time to update how I am doing. Tomorrow will be 3 weeks since I finished radiation, and the fatigue is lingering longer than I would like, but my skin has really healed up. I am moving in the right direction! I started the anti-estrogen medication (Letrozole) two days ago, and so far, I don't have any side effects. 

Now that the hard part is over, I think this next season will be one of resting. If you know me, you know resting is not easy for me. I tend to keep pushing through to get things done, but that isn't the best idea right now as I let my body heal, so I keep on trying to learn to just R-E-S-T.

This past week, I started my new gig as full time grandma providing childcare. Nothing helps you slow down a little like an 11-week-old baby that likes being held. 😁 My cancer diagnosis has really helped me to think more about how I spend my time, and what is truly important. Holding my sweet grandchild is way better than to-do list, social media scrolling, and other busyness that draws us away from the better things.

So, my current prayer is that I learn to just rest, not only physically, but keep learning to more fully rest in Christ. He did all the work, so that I could enter His rest, and I pray also that you are able to do that as well.

Until Next Time~
Shari

I will leave you with the lyrics to the hymn: Jesus, I am Resting, Resting

Jesus, I am resting, resting

in the joy of what thou art;

I am finding out the greatness

of thy loving heart.

Thou hast bid me gaze upon thee,

as thy beauty fills my soul,

for by thy transforming power,

thou hast made me whole.

Refrain:

Jesus, I am resting, resting

in the joy of what thou art;

I am finding out the greatness

of thy loving heart.

O how great thy loving-kindness,

vaster, broader than the sea!

O how marvelous thy goodness

lavished all on me!

Yes, I rest in thee, Beloved,

know what wealth of grace is thine,

know thy certainty of promise

and have made it mine. [Refrain]

Simply trusting thee, Lord Jesus,

I behold thee as thou art,

and thy love, so pure, so changeless,

satisfies my heart;

satisfies its deepest longings,

meets, supplies its ev'ry need,

compasseth me round with blessings:

thine is love indeed. [Refrain]

Ever lift thy face upon me

as I work and wait for thee;

resting 'neath thy smile, Lord Jesus,

earth's dark shadows flee.

Brightness of my Father's glory,

sunshine of my Father's face,

keep me ever trusting, resting,

fill me with thy grace. [Refrain]