Each
December I plot my New Year’s resolution. Each December I actually plot out the
exact same resolution; year after year. (quit snickering Chad!) I haven’t kept
it yet, but try and try I must. My resolution has been this: I resolve to NOT
meet our maximum out-of-pocket expense from our health insurance this year.
Alas, I have failed again.
To give you
an idea of what my January looks like, I will summarize. As of right now, I have
had or will have:
4 doctor’s
appointments
3 MRIs
1 Spinal Tap
1 Colonoscopy
An ultrasound
And my
yearly mammogram (This is very important! My mother died from breast cancer, so
please go get checked!)
You may
think this sounds daunting and overwhelming, but for me it is normal. (For more
information about my past health issues please read the two posts entitled “My
Story” Part 1 here and Part 2 here).
Currently
doctors are perplexed again. My newest issue involves both of my feet being
numb. I am talking so numb I can’t really feel them when walking or driving.
(Yes, let this be a warning to you. DO NOT drive closely behind my car, as I
frequently make abrupt stops not realizing how hard I am pressing the brake
pedal. I am hopeful that I will not add broken nose to my list of diagnoses!)
My job has
become being a patient; which has made me more patient. I have learned to enjoy
my time spent in MRI machines and waiting rooms and long car drives. It is a
distraction-free time to spend with the Lord in prayer, and with His Word. I
have also found the waiting rooms to be an untouched mission field. I have met many scared, worried, and despairing souls in waiting rooms. I tend to
be pretty introverted, but have tried hard to notice these hurting people. I
have found that many are bursting to be heard. (People love to talk about
themselves, so I let them.) I listen, and then I share about God’s amazing
grace in my own life.
Every one of
you will be in a doctor’s waiting room at some point, granted maybe less
frequently than I. Will you sit and bury your nose in a celebrity gossip
magazine (I have been guilty of this as well), or maybe you will be that one patient
that is loudly complaining to the young lady behind the front counter about how
long your wait is and how valuable your time is? (By the way, it isn't her fault.) Maybe you can be the one that
strikes up a conversation with a fellow patient, and pray that it leads to you sharing your faith
with the lost and broken?
Do you have any waiting room stories to share? We would love to read about them.
Do you have any waiting room stories to share? We would love to read about them.
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